Homily:
Fifth Sunday Year B
Reading
1: We can possibly relate to Job’s negative attitude about life in general and
his life in particular. Life feels like
a drudgery, with long periods of misery, of restlessness, of feeling hopeless
and helpless. Basically, a life without much happiness. Job has lost
everything, both material possessions and personal relationships. He is
afflicted with multiple sores and scabs on his body which causes him much pain.
Basically, Job wants to die. Have we every felt like this at times? Today,
people would try to medicate themselves with drugs, alcohol and pleasure.
But
the real issue with Job’s disposition is he feels totally innocent. He blames
God for his situation. He wants God to justify why he has caused Job to so
suffer all these calamities. In spite of his distressful life, there is a pride
and an arrogance in Job. He is right and God is wrong. God owes him a
justification.
God
responds but doesn’t answer him directly. In his confrontation with God, Job
experiences the truth. He is not god. He will never fathom the mind of God. All
he could do was to surrender himself to God’s plan for him, in order to
experience true happiness again.
Life
is not a drudgery but a mystery. We are not the beginning and end of life, nor
the center of life. God is. Difficulties are part of the human journey because of
the sin of Adam and Eve. In the midst of
our present situation in the world, with the pandemic, with the bleak economy
news locally, with the turmoil in the world, we have a choice. We can despair
like Job or hope in the Lord. The choice is to be overwhelmed by the darkness
or expect the light of a new dawn.
Gospel:
An encounter with Jesus brings about a choice: to believe and follow him
temporarily or permanently or to walk away and remain the same. Simon, Andrew,
James and John were encountered by Jesus. As a result, they left their former
way of life to follow Jesus, not always perfectly, but willing to be discipled and
formed.
Simon’s mother-in-law was encountered by
Jesus, who healed her. She, in turn, served his needs. Many of the sick were
touched by Jesus. What was their response? Some may have become disciples.
Others went their way to be different or to be the same. We don’t know. Jesus
encountered the evil spirits. They acknowledged who he was, but remained in
their state of eternal alienation.
Have we had a personal encounter with
Jesus that has made a difference in our life? What has happened to us as a
result? Have we become disciples and followers, so that we can grow in our
relationship with him? Have we been convicted by the message of the Gospel,
namely, the cross of Jesus, by which we have been saved?
The foundation of Jesus life and ministry
was grounded in his relationship with the Father. He knows, in his humanity,
the importance of spending time in prayer with the Father in the midst of
ministry. It was in these moments that Jesus came to discover the Father’s will
for him in any present moment of life. He was not about his ministry but the
Father’s ministry. Is this what moves us in our lives?
Reading 2: Paul’s life after his
conversion to the person of Jesus Christ was anything but pleasant and
comfortable. He was beaten, imprisoned, stoned, shipwrecked, felt abandoned, even
to the point of despair. But for Paul
what or who made the difference was the person of Jesus Christ and his gospel
of salvation. Once Paul came into the light of salvation, he felt compelled to
preach Jesus and him crucified and risen. He went so far as to say: “Woe is me,
if I do not proclaim the Good News, whether convenient or inconvenient.”
Because of Jesus and the freedom of faith
in Jesus, Paul willingly gave his total self to reaching out to all, so that at
least some would be saved. Once his personal encounter with Jesus changed his
life, Paul could not and would not be the same. “I live now, not I, but Christ
Jesus in me…In him, I move and live and have my being…I want nothing but to be
conformed to his passion, so I can share in his resurrection.” Has our
encounter with Jesus affected our lives in a meaningful way?