"The Lord never tires of forgiving: never! It is we who tire of asking him for forgiveness. We need to ask for the grace not to get tired of asking for forgiveness, because he never gets tired of forgiving." (Pope Francis) In fact, it gives the Father great joy to extend mercy and forgiveness to those who desire it, because of his infinite love. No, we don't deserve forgiveness, but we dishonor the Father when we don't allow him to forgive us.  We deny and reject his true identity as God and Father, as Lord and Savior, as Spirit and healer, when we feel he will not forgive us. Repent and return to the forgiving Father.